Thank you ghosts.

I have to write this down in at least three different places, because I don't want to forget it. Post-it notes aren't reliable. It's a silly love song.

[You]

You don't even know me

You don't even want me

You don't even talk to me

You're the only one I want

You I need

I need you to breathe

You I like

But you don't like me.

You I wish

You would date me

But you dream of cuter girls than me

(I'm not good enough for you)

You don't even notice me

You don't even think of me

You always ignore me

You're the only one I want

You I'd kiss

You I'd hold asleep

You inspire every part of me

You I write all these words about

But you want nicer girls than me

(I'm not good enough for you)

You don't even need me

You don't even hear me

You don't even look at me

You're the only one I want

You make me

Forget how to speak.

When I dream

You are with me.

I never ever get to sleep

But you think of better girls than me

/end

Dear ghosts

Dear Ghosts,

I'm trying to write some new songs.

It's frustrating. I think my singing and writing parts are rusty.

Song 1: [You]

You don't even know me

You don't even want me

You don't even talk to me

But you, you're the only one I want

You you're the one..

Song 2: [Untitled]

Sometimes I read too many articles

About fear, poverty and homosexuals

And I wonder if it makes a difference

Authors who like to use sixty word sentences

Commas and titles I don't even understand.

And I wonder what were they thinking

Your help would be appreciated.

Sincerely,

your friend

Boys bathrooms

I snuck into the boy's bathroom last night.

It smelt like urine and shit.

I read the scribbled writings

About God and sex

They are obsessed with penises

And being faggots

I wonder what it would have been like to be a boy.

Would I have fit in better there, than I do here?